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These are what I want!

  • 1) Attending VUW Graduation Ceremony - Dec 2012
  • 2) Work harder during my final year at IPSAH
  • 3) Gain higher salary
  • 4) Buy a big house for my family
  • 5) Bring my family to Mecca for HAJI
  • 6) Getting married
  • 7) Get involved in farming
  • 8) Wanna have a tiger as a pet
  • 9) Owner of a well-known restaurant ''BuBu In De HouSE''

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

L.O.V.E or FRIENDSHIP???



P/s: Khas buat mereka yang lupa nak baca cerita ni dalam English bulletin.

Sadness…regret…disappointment… These emotions come to mind when I recall my best friend, Khairunnisa. We had been best friends since primary school. Life was cheerier with her. She would spend much of her leisure time on weekends with me. Whenever she had problems, I would be the first person she’d call.

“Hello Farid, are you free now? I’ve got a big problem. I don’t know what to do. Can we meet now?’’ Nisa would sob.

“Ok, just don’t be sad, Nisa. I’ll try my best to solve your problem. Remember, your problem is my problem too!’’ I’d console her.

There, in a scenic park of our village, we’d sit together and try to find a solution to the problem. Whatever knowledge or problems we had were shared. There were no secrets kept between us, so strong was our bond of friendship. However, after twelve years of being the best of friends, our relationship began to unexplainably have many problems. I had never expected that our seemingly infallible relationship could become so strained.

One day, I bought a pair of tickets for the two of us to watch a romantic movie titled ‘’A Walk to Remember’’ casting Shane West and Mandy Moore. However, she had been unable to accompany me.

“Hi Nisa, are you free this weekend?’’ I asked her.
“Oh, I’m sorry Farid, I had planned with my cousin, Saiful to watch a movie ‘A Walk to Remember’,” she replied unaware.
“Well then, it’s ok. I hope you enjoy your weekend!” I faked my cheerfulness.

During that time, only God knew in what state my heart was. In order to mask my sadness, I invited a junior who was close to me, Suzy, to go with me to the cinema. We met Nisa there. She looked very shocked to see Suzy beside me.
“Hi Nisa,’’ I tried to smile even though I knew that it was a cynical one. She gave no reply and left, her hand wrapped around her cousin’s. I had never expected that the seemingly harmless decision I made would give such a big impact on the relationship between Khairunnisa and me. From that moment onwards, she refused to talk or look at me, even to give a smile. She gave no explanations.

Two weeks later, I was enlightened by my classmate, Soleha, on her sudden coldness towards me. One of the juniors named Salih had told Khairunnisa a lot of bad things about me. He told her that I couldn’t be trusted because I had told her secrets to other people. He also said that I wasn’t a good person because I always did many bad things like smoking. He even made up a story that I had a date with Suzy. She was very angry when she heard all those stories about me. At that moment, I realized that she had actually been in love with me.

I tried to call her and sent a message to her phone. She did not reply my message or answer the phone. When I went to her house, her mother said that she refused to hear my explanation and warned me not to see her again because I was a liar. Oh God, how could she accuse me as such? What’s worse was that she had broken the relationship we had built since primary school!

About a year later, I got a letter from her saying she wanted to meet me at our usual place. Without thinking further, I agreed. There, she wished to say she was sorry about the tragedy that broke the relationship we had built for years. She regretted her misunderstanding about me – Soleha had told her the true situation between Suzy and me, and that Khairunnisa and I were more than friends. But it was too late for her to regret the damage she had caused me. Before I left, I gave her one valuable advice. It sounds like this:


“Because of the bad things you heard from strangers about me without discussing it with me, you easily forgot the strong bond of friendship that we had built for 12 years - Do remember my advice: ‘True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it is lost’. I think that this is the end of our relationship. I hope that you will be able to find a better guy than me to be your life-partner.”


Thus, that was how it ended. This is based on a true story that happened to me. Since then, I have no knowledge of her. But I pray to God that one day she will meet someone better than me, someone who can be her life-partner.


Based on the true story,




(Farid @ Bubu)

Monday, May 4, 2009

'' Penangan Ulik Mayang '' - Taubat aku x nak BUAT dah!!!



Sebelum aku cite ape yang berlaku pada aku mase kat asrama dulu...

aku nak korang baca and fahami maksud lirik lagu ulik-mayang ni....

Jangan korang hafal and practise plak...

Hanya sekadar peringatan....

Cukuplah sekadar aku sorang je yg kena....


ULIK MAYANG

Umbut mayang di umbut
Umbut dengan jala-jemala
Ulit mayang diulit
Ulit dengan puterinya satu

Puteri satu berbaju serong
Puteri satu bersanggul sendeng
Puteri satu bersubang gading
Puteri satu berselendang kuning

Ulit mayang di umbut
Ulit dengan jala-jemala
Jika sambut mayang disambut
Sambut dengan puterinya dua

Puteri dua berbaju serong
Puteri dua bersanggul sendeng
Puteri dua bersubang gading
Puteri dua berselendang kuning

Ulit mayang di umbut
Ulit dengan jala-jemala
Jika sambut mayang disambut
Sambut dengan puterinya tiga

---

Ku tahu asal usul mu
Yang darat balik ke darat
Yang laut balik ke laut
Nasi kuning hamba sembahkan

Pulih mayang ku pulih
Pulih balik sedia kala


Ha, macam mane??? korang x rase seram ke???

sampai skunk aku x nyanyi lagu ni....

dulu aku suka nyanyi saje2 cz aku nak test....

betul ke kalau kita nyanyi lagu ni....

tujuh puteri tu akan datang kat kita....

so, ceritanya macam ni....

pada satu petang kat asrama....

sume kawan2 aku ajak aku turun main bola tampar...

tapi aku refuse nak pegi cz da bosan...

asyik main bola tampar je...

so, aku duduk la termenung kat dalam dorm sorang2....

tetibe je aku dapat idea...


''Erm , betul ke ulik mayang ni wujud???''

''Ntah2 orang tua2 saje je reka2 cite...''

''X kan nyanyi lagu pun salah...dah la lagu dia sedap...''

''Ape kate aku cuba try nyanyi, sedap jugak duk jiwng sorang2 ni''

sebelum aku nyanyi, aku pegi cari satu mangkuk yg agak besar...

then, aku letak air dalam tu...

lepas tu, aku pun pegi la cari tujuh jenis bunga....

kebetulan dekat asrama aku tu ade banyak jenis bunga....

so, aku pilih je la...

tapi aku amik bunga yang cantik2 je n berbau harum...

then, aku carik2 kan bunga-bunga tu dan letak dalam air...

''Wah, bukan main wangi lagi bau bunga2 ni''

''Barulah syok nak nyanyi''

Aku pun ape lagi, aku start la nyanyi sambil duk tabur bunga2 tu....

tengah aku nyanyi, tetibe rase seram sejuk...

''Ish, angin biasa je tu, pedulikan''

aku teruskan nyanyi sampai la abis...

bile aku habis je nyanyi, tetibe hari jadi mendung n bunyi guruh...

''Ai, x kan suara aku x sedap kot....''

''Ala, kebetulan je hari nak hujan....''

aku cuba nak sedapkan hati walaupun bulu roma meremang....

aku pun ape lagi cepat2 masuk dalam dorm...

mangkuk tu aku lupa aku campak kat mana...

Malam tu macam bese, after aku siap gosok gigi...

aku terus duk atas katil n siap2 nak tido...

bukan main nyenyak aku tido....

tetibe dalam pukul 2 pagi, aku terkejut dari tidur...

aku dengar orang nyanyi lagu ulik mayang...

nak kata radio, budak2 ni dah tutup sebelum tido tadi...

aku dah mula rase x sedap hati....

aku cuba tutup telinga n mata aku....

tetibe aku dengar lagu ulik mayang tu semakin kuat dan dekat...

aku pun ape lagi amik selimut dan tutup seluruh badan aku....

then, pastu aku cuba intai melalui kain selimut aku tu...

korang nak tau ape yg aku nampak...

ade tujuh orang berpakaian mcm puteri, rambut panjang tutup muka,kuku panjang...

duduk bersembah sekeliling katil aku sambil baca jampi mcm siam...

skali angin datang, jelas terpampang muka 7 puteri tu...

''ASTAGHFIRULLAH HAL AZIM, APE BENDA NI HUDOHNYA''

aku cuba menjerit sekuat yg terdaya sambil menangis...

''TOLONG JANGAN KACAU AKU, AKU X DE HUTANG APE2 PUN DENGAN KO SUME''

''MAK, TOLONG ADIK, ADIK X NAK MATI MAK!!!!''

hanya ALLAH je tau perasaan aku macam tu....

aku cuba baca ayat kursi, tapi x sempat abis...

cz tetibe aku mcm hilang terketar2, tajwid lari entah ke mana...

lidah aku jadi kelu...

makin lama makin dekat 7 puteri mari dekat aku...

then, dia cakar badan n kaki aku guna kuku....

muka dia memang hudoh, aku x tau nak gambarkan mcm ape...

aku da x larat nak jerit,

mase tu aku bertawakal dalam hati...

''YA ALLAH, TOLONG HAMBA-MU INI DARI SEGALA IBLIS YANG DIREJAM''

aku dapat rasa seluruh badan aku dipenuhi darah...

pedihnya hanya ALLAH je yang tau...

lps tu tetibe aku dapat semangat semula...

aku takbir ''ALLAHUAKHBAR'' sebanyak tujuh kali...

ALHAMDULILLAH, berhasil..

nampaknya doa aku dimakbulkan ALLAH...

sume 7 puteri tu hilang sekelip mata...

aku dapat dengar suara dia orang menjerit dlm kesakitan...

lepas tu, aku duk termenung sambil menahan sakit kat badan aku...

aku x dapat tidur sampai pagi...

sedar2 badan aku disimbah air...

lepas tu, aku cepat2 peluk kawan2 aku...

kawan2 aku cakap...

dia orang terkejut tengok aku duk termenung mcm orang angau...

muka aku pucat n mata terbeliak...

n badan aku abis lebam2...

belakang badan aku, ade kesan cakaran...

dekat 2 minggu aku amik masa tuk hilangkan kesan lebam2 tu...

ustaz aku cakap, BENDA tu sebenarnya syaitan....

dan bila aku nyanyi lagu ulik mayang tu...

seolah2 aku buka jalan and seru dia masuk ke dunia kita...

ustaz aku cakap, sebenarnya 7 Puteri tu asalnya jin...

tapi bila kita duk puja dia, tu yg buat jadi khurafat...

n ade kemungkinan 7 Puteri tu dah x de....

so, Syaitan amik kesempatan ambil alih tempat 7 Puteri tu..

semata-mata nak sesatkan kita...

Astaghfirullah Hal Azim...

Aku da TAUBAT x nak buat lagi lepas kejadian tu...

sampai skunk aku masih ingat tragedi tu...

so, nasihat aku, percayalah cakap orang2 tua...

mesti ade hikmah disebalik larangan orang2 tu dulu...


Yang Jujur,

(Farid @ Bubu)